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The time to PAR-TAY is coming!!!!!!!!!!!

EH SHIT ITS GONNA CRASH! Eh wait, car stall....

FREAKING NARNIA! I'M SO GONNA CHANGE MY PRIVATE DRIVING INSTRUCTOR! HIS SUCH A BITCH!

Hey dude its only my second lesson what the hell do you want from me! I'm sorry if I stalled the car like 186481789464684146 times but give me a break dammit. And wtf do I have to pass my FTT first? Its not a freaking prerequisite to drive dammit! Ok maybe I'm a little slow bu ain't teachers suppose to be patient? I think you need to go for some training course or something! Bloody old fart. Hahah I'm glad I accidentally braked hard just now haha, he was almost flung out of his. Unfortunately for me, he had his seat belt on. Ok thats a bit harsh, i apologize but it was bloody funny in a sadistic kind of way. Kind of like locking somedbody out of the room in left for dead when the zombies are coming ahahahahahaha. Anyway today's the last day your gonna earn money from me dutchebag.

Anyway went to SMU today to deposite my documents and the box was like freaking full! I had to squeeze my gigantic envelope in....kinky=) No choice I guess:/ Now lets hope for the best....

Oh yar and car boot sale was super fun!!!! And super hot! Literally! But still so cool(ironic)! Didn't go for the second day though but the rest of the peeps earned quite alot! Kudos dudes!

Had family dinner on sunday cause it was MAMA's birthday! Almost Everybody was there. But it was great catching with the aunties and uncles. Crazy bunch of adults haha but they're fun. The cousins were....the cousins, haha great as usual =P No complains there! Meeting the 2 jies for lunch tmr too!

And clubbing is on wednesday! I say again BOKY PIG YOU BETTER COME AH! YOU GOT NO EXCUSE ALREADY!

oh and my new dog has nuemonia, poor char chart.

Cya Later Alligators!

Mid-day nonsense

It looks like a bright sunny day today! And I need new clothes!!!! Shopping anybody? I know its kinda retarded to go shopping before NS by hey me still need to look good on weekends haha. So anybody give me a ring if your bored and have nothing to do=)

Oh oh and clubbing is on with the usual gang! Next wed!! PORKY SAM BOKY YOU BETTER GO AH! Anybody else wanna come?

Out of Sync WIth the Cosmos

The Universe is HUGE! Being random but yar it is! But imagine how much bigger a galaxy is! Now lets take it down to scale abit. Ok look at yourself from a third person view and imagine yourself standing alone, solitarly looking into the vast cosmos. Now thats you. Thats how small you are! Or taking it to a personal perspective, I am. So what are the chances of you finding that special one or that soul mate of yours. Is there even a soul mate out there for everyone? I used to believe so. NO , i'm not saying that I don't believe in that anymore. I'm just saying you can't find a soul per se, however you can make the one you are with right now "the one". You know what I mean? Probably not.... I mean you can choose who you want to be with right? At least 50% of the time. You, yourself will make it happen, of course with some divine intervention but yar you make it happen. What I'm trying to say is that if you like somebody please go and do something! Don't idol! You won't know when the chance will fly by! Of course it will not go as plan all the time , but that makes life so much more interesting! So don't be afraid to go out on a limb to go say hi! Life is journey , so why not make it an exciting one!

Ginkies I should practice what I preach.

Cherry Cherry Boom Boom =)

Eh Eh(Nothing else I can say)

By

Lady Ga Ga

Cherry-Cherry Boom-Boom GaGa

Girl we've had a real good time

and I wish you the best on your way,

eh I didn't mean to hurt you

I never thought we'd fall out of place,

eh eh I have something that I love long-long

But my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong

That I miss someone and eh,

there's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) I wish you never looked at me that way

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh)

Not that I don't care about you

Just that things got so complica-

eh eh I met somebody cute and funny

Got each other and that's funny,

eh eh I have something that I love long-long

But my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong

That I miss someone and eh,

There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) I wish you never looked at me that way

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh)

(Eh, Eh) I have something that I love long-long

But my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong

That I miss someone and eh, There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh)

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) Wish you never looked at me that way

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) Wish you never looked at me that way

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say

Cherry-Cherry boom-boom All I can say is Eh, Eh

She's not worth it!

I know she's not feeling the same way...No she will never feel the same way. It's my fault anyway. Although knowing this information, strangely enough I always come back for more. This is going no where. I'm running around in circles. I'm not even a close friend......This is only an infatuation and I know it.... I know it too dam well. But still. I hate this feeling!!! This is just plain ludicrous. Haha and I bet some of you know all too well who I'm talking about haha. This plague is unhealthy.

Do I scare you that much?

apparently so.....

Can't we even be friends.......
(haha i just realize writing this isn't helping but I still need to get it out)

Stop and stareI think I'm moving,

but I go nowhereYeah,

I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be

OhhhStop and stare

I start to wonder why I'm here not there

And I'd give anything to get what's fair

But fair ain't what I really need

Oh, can I see what you see

(no I honestly can't)

.......

State of Confusion

I'm official lost and way ward without direction. I'm stuck in limbo and can't move. I'm neither here nor there and paranoia is starting to creep in....... Argh dammit this is argh!! I hate being in this state!! I can't take it! Anyway whose fault is it? MINE! i shouldn't be complaining, i know but wtf this is bad ,too bad and really is to bad. widhiawhiadiawhdiawhahdiahdiahdhawhaiwhdia. This is not the end of the world I know but it has to be one of my 5 all time low moments in life! haha actually i don't know if there any other 4 but you get the drift la.... Dammit! Dammit! Dammit! BANGS HEAD*SLITS WRIST*GOUGES EYE BALLS*

This path i must walk alone........................................................................

Reality Sucks

Stop Crying Your Heart Out

by

Oasis

Hold up

Hold on

Don't be scared

You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)

Shine on (shine on)

Don't be scared (don't be scared)

Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)

Come on (come on)

Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)

You'll never change

What's been and gone

Cos all of the stars

Are fading awayJust try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars

We're fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see us some day

Just take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Hope I'll see you all someday......

I'm Fucked...seriously Fucked

THE RESULTS ARE OUT!!!

HEY ALL! CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE DONE WELL FOR THEIR 'A' LEVEL EXAMS=)

for all those who didn't this song goes to you.......

Fix You

by

Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something

you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below

when you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face and I

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you homeand ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Fix me please.......

LET'S SEE HOW FAR WE'VE COME!

2 more days to the end of the wait and a beginning of a new chapter in life. THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT! THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME!!!!!!! I'm so freaking scared cause i don't know what the hell the outcome will be like but hey i guess is better than waiting even longer, although blissful ignorance is enjoyable haha. Hope everyone is mentally preparing thyselves. BUT I FREAKING HOPE EVERYBODY DOES WELL TO GET INTO ONE OF THE 3 SINGAPORE UNIVERSITIES! Whether is it National University Of Singapore , Nanyang Technological University or Singapore Management University just of the 3 would be fine!!! Anyway the rest of the message is in the song haha=)

Let's See How Far We've Come

by

Matchbox 20

I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and I
and started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

chorus:
But I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know
then I can't remember caring for an hour or so
started crying and I couldn't stop myself
I started running but there's no where to run to
I sat down on the street, took a look at myself
said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
say all goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to

I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come (right now)
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

Its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you
well its gone gone baby its all gone
there's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you

I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come, again
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOODLUCK FOR RESULTS ON FRIDAY PEOPLE! =)
TAKE CARE AND GODBLESS!