She's not worth it!

I know she's not feeling the same way...No she will never feel the same way. It's my fault anyway. Although knowing this information, strangely enough I always come back for more. This is going no where. I'm running around in circles. I'm not even a close friend......This is only an infatuation and I know it.... I know it too dam well. But still. I hate this feeling!!! This is just plain ludicrous. Haha and I bet some of you know all too well who I'm talking about haha. This plague is unhealthy.

Do I scare you that much?

apparently so.....

Can't we even be friends.......
(haha i just realize writing this isn't helping but I still need to get it out)

Stop and stareI think I'm moving,

but I go nowhereYeah,

I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be

OhhhStop and stare

I start to wonder why I'm here not there

And I'd give anything to get what's fair

But fair ain't what I really need

Oh, can I see what you see

(no I honestly can't)

.......

State of Confusion

I'm official lost and way ward without direction. I'm stuck in limbo and can't move. I'm neither here nor there and paranoia is starting to creep in....... Argh dammit this is argh!! I hate being in this state!! I can't take it! Anyway whose fault is it? MINE! i shouldn't be complaining, i know but wtf this is bad ,too bad and really is to bad. widhiawhiadiawhdiawhahdiahdiahdhawhaiwhdia. This is not the end of the world I know but it has to be one of my 5 all time low moments in life! haha actually i don't know if there any other 4 but you get the drift la.... Dammit! Dammit! Dammit! BANGS HEAD*SLITS WRIST*GOUGES EYE BALLS*

This path i must walk alone........................................................................

Reality Sucks

Stop Crying Your Heart Out

by

Oasis

Hold up

Hold on

Don't be scared

You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)

Shine on (shine on)

Don't be scared (don't be scared)

Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)

Come on (come on)

Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)

You'll never change

What's been and gone

Cos all of the stars

Are fading awayJust try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars

We're fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see us some day

Just take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Hope I'll see you all someday......

I'm Fucked...seriously Fucked

THE RESULTS ARE OUT!!!

HEY ALL! CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE DONE WELL FOR THEIR 'A' LEVEL EXAMS=)

for all those who didn't this song goes to you.......

Fix You

by

Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something

you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below

when you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face and I

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you homeand ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Fix me please.......

LET'S SEE HOW FAR WE'VE COME!

2 more days to the end of the wait and a beginning of a new chapter in life. THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT! THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME!!!!!!! I'm so freaking scared cause i don't know what the hell the outcome will be like but hey i guess is better than waiting even longer, although blissful ignorance is enjoyable haha. Hope everyone is mentally preparing thyselves. BUT I FREAKING HOPE EVERYBODY DOES WELL TO GET INTO ONE OF THE 3 SINGAPORE UNIVERSITIES! Whether is it National University Of Singapore , Nanyang Technological University or Singapore Management University just of the 3 would be fine!!! Anyway the rest of the message is in the song haha=)

Let's See How Far We've Come

by

Matchbox 20

I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
but its feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and I
and started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

chorus:
But I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know
then I can't remember caring for an hour or so
started crying and I couldn't stop myself
I started running but there's no where to run to
I sat down on the street, took a look at myself
said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
say all goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to

I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come (right now)
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

Its gone gone baby its all gone
there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you
well its gone gone baby its all gone
there's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
now it's over for me and it's over for you

I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend,
let's see how far we've come, again
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOODLUCK FOR RESULTS ON FRIDAY PEOPLE! =)
TAKE CARE AND GODBLESS!